Simon said in reply,
"Master, we have worked hard all night and have caught nothing,
but at your command I will lower the nets."
Life apart from Jesus is shallow, frustrating, and unsatisfying. In spite of the hard work we invest we can labor without rest with little or nothing to show for it. When we do manage to catch a few fish it is only a temporary reprieve. It is never such an abundance that we feel as though we can ever take a rest from the endless cycle of working to sustain ourselves in this world. We always have a vague lingering sense that there should be something more, an end toward which we are working, a fullness and a finality that can actually be attained. But at the same time we recognize that this could never be a matter of mere quantity. We are looking for something qualitatively different. Thus, it isn't so much about the miraculous draft of fish as it is about the one who gives us the directions that lead to that abundant catch.
When Simon Peter saw this, he fell at the knees of Jesus and said,
"Depart from me, Lord, for I am a sinful man."
Peter saw Jesus as more than a highly accurate instrument for locating fish, as though it was his spiritual sonar that was valuable. Jesus had shown that he was able to find fulfillment in places where Peter had assumed there was none to be found. But what mattered was not so much the individual instances of miraculous fulfillment as knowing Jesus himself. If Peter had seen Jesus as a tool for increasing the profitability of his fishing business he would not have said "Depart from me, Lord". But he recognized something deeper in Jesus, an individual that stood outside of the cycle of endless work and partial fulfillment. The true abundance was not in the vicinity of Jesus waiting to be identified by him. Jesus himself was the true abundance. Possessing him one possessed all else besides.
So let no one boast about human beings, for everything belongs to you,
Paul or Apollos or Cephas,
or the world or life or death,
or the present or the future:
all belong to you, and you to Christ, and Christ to God.
When we recognize the abundance that is found in Jesus we see our own insufficiency in stark relief. We come to more deeply recognize our own inadequacy, our deeply rooted tendencies that are not merely inefficient, but even selfish and sinful. Yet this does not disqualify us from possessing all things in Christ. Precisely because of his abundance, because he needs nothing from his creatures, he is the one person who can offer us everything. Knowing this we are free to leave our large expensive fishing nets, whatever those represent for us, in order to follow Jesus himself.
He shall receive a blessing from the LORD,
a reward from God his savior.
Such is the race that seeks for him,
that seeks the face of the God of Jacob.
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