I tell you,
unless your righteousness surpasses that
of the scribes and Pharisees,
you will not enter into the Kingdom of heaven.
We tend to begin Lent with a Pharisee-like focus on performative acts of religion and merely external compliance so as to tick as many boxes on the list of what, we imagine, a good Catholic ought to do. But the thing about stopping at the surface is that we can still be quite terrible on the inside, all the while putting on a good show for those around us, possibly even believing our own hype. But as for the Pharisees, so for us. Such righteousness is insufficient.
Externally we may not be violating the letter of any laws, even if our hearts are not converted. But we may be acting against the spirit of those laws, or twisting their meaning to justify ourselves. We may fixate on the small details of our specific performance so as to ignore the larger and more important areas in which we know that we have room to grow. While claiming to follow the laws we may be cherishing in our hearts the very things they call us to reject.
But I say to you, whoever is angry with his brother
will be liable to judgment,
and whoever says to his brother, Raqa,
will be answerable to the Sanhedrin,
and whoever says, 'You fool,' will be liable to fiery Gehenna.
The point of the law against murder was not so that two people could live on in mutual hatred, celebrating each misstep the other made, or each disaster they experienced. It was not merely given by Moses to keep people safe from the hatred of others, although with no change of heart that was all the law could in fact accomplish. In denying murder it was not merely affirming the good of mutual nonaggression. Rather murder was rejected as a manifestation of a failure of relationship. It was because, as the Psalmist wrote, "how good and pleasant it is when brothers dwell in unity!" (see Psalm 133:1). The commandment, "Thou Shalt Not Kill" implicitly affirmed the goodness of human relationships and connections. Not only murder, but any kind of breakdown of relationships that could eventually end in murder, was rejected. Moreover, it tacitly implied what Jesus went on to teach.
Therefore, if you bring your gift to the altar,
and there recall that your brother
has anything against you,
leave your gift there at the altar,
go first and be reconciled with your brother,
and then come and offer your gift.
Neutrality was not enough. Relationships were a positive good that should, insofar as possible, be nourished. This is obviously an area in which we can really only have influence over our own hearts. We have no control over the feelings of the other party. But by actually getting through to that level, to the level of our heart, we will do much better than if we stop at the surface. We will be much more persuasive to those with whom we wish to be in relationship if we are, in fact, sincere, if we genuinely desire that relationship. Or at least if we know that we should, and want to want it, we will still be far beyond someone merely acting because of the pressure of an external legal requirement.
Settle with your opponent quickly while on the way to court.
Otherwise your opponent will hand you over to the judge,
and the judge will hand you over to the guard,
and you will be thrown into prison.
We may escape condemnation if we avoid mortal sin, or repent whenever we do fall into it. But even so, our hearts may yet have a debt to pay if we are still in some way cherishing sinful behaviors, even if we have avoided them, if we are still attached to sin in our hearts. It isn't necessarily an easy thing to attain conversion of heart, in the sense that it is never an immediate and permanent transformation. But we aren't going to avoid the necessity of doing so by delaying it. God has designed existence such that, after death, the souls who are united to him but not yet perfect can still experience the purification they did not complete on earth. After all, how could heaven by heaven if we still held hatred for others in our hearts? In heaven we and they will share life together, in complete transparency to one another, joining together in the praise of God, including praising him for the creation of the other. If there are those people in our world whose creation we cannot yet celebrate, we may still be in need of deeper conversion. This isn't surprising. That's what life is for. But we should add that the heart is not something we can convert ourselves.
The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand it? (see Jeremiah 17:9).
What we need we can only receive as a gift. Or more precisely, we have received it. We have been given new hearts in baptism. But now we need to rely on the Spirit to help us put our old sinful self to death so that we can more and more live from the new hearts we have received.
Maranatha! Music - I Will Delight

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