25 July 2026 - forecasted reign

Today's Readings
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"Command that these two sons of mine sit,
one at your right and the other at your left, in your Kingdom."

When we look back upon this ambition of the sons of Zebedee we are rightly scandalized. We know where Jesus was heading. We perceive how insensitive it was to request worldly position, power, or privilege from one who was on the way to a cross. To make us realize this Matthew placed this event immediately after Jesus made one a prediction of his passion, one of several throughout the Gospel. It almost seemed like the brothers were pursuing an emergency backup plan. Humanly speaking, if Jesus wasn't going to be around to run the Kingdom himself, perhaps they could be the ones to ensure it continued in his absence. But was this not insensitive to the imminent destiny of one who was their friend and teacher? How could they only think about what would be left for them if Jesus was no longer present?

We ourselves are not so different from these two. However much we disapprove of what they did, it is easy to do so from such a great distance with the context supplied by the Gospel. Yet it is harder to recognize the times in our own lives when we try to co-opt Christianity for our own purposes, and the times when we try to salvage what we can when it does not meet the expectations we had when we began.

"You do not know what you are asking.
Can you drink the chalice that I am going to drink?"

When we pray we tend to ask wrongly, to spend it on our passions (see James 4:3). We often forget that Christianity is fundamentally about coming to share the self-sacrificial love of Jesus himself so that we can live forever in the mutual self-gift of the Trinity. Instead, we use Christianity as a way to advance our own goals and achieve our own purposes, which are sometimes quite noble and others less so. Sometimes we use it as a strategy for self-validation, as a way of proving our value to ourselves. We want to feel that we are in the right place and doing the right thing. Fine and good. But we must not twist Christianity to give tacit approval to what we have already decided. We must let it shape our values. We are meant to share in the rightness of Jesus, in his own righteousness. But this means we can no longer decide or define for ourselves what is meant by righteousness.

They said to him, "We can."
He replied,
"My chalice you will indeed drink,

It was helpful that they were motivated. From our perspective it is reassuring to see that Jesus can use even imperfect motivation to keep us on the path pursuing his Kingdom. If he could not, we would be in bad shape, because we rarely if ever experience motivation that is entirely free from self-interest and even self-deception. We might not always recognize it in ourselves. But the degree to which it bothers us when we see it in others is illustrative.

When the ten heard this,
they became indignant at the two brothers.

They all seemed to be asking how dare James and John express such naked ambition. And yet their own response demonstrated that they too were caught up in ambition, competition, and selfish desire. They might have expressed sympathy, recognizing the wounded place from where this request for James and John had come. They could have played a supporting role as Jesus helped them to see things more clearly and correctly. But instead they allowed it to divide them, just as the enemy intended. Yet Jesus would not let the enemy have his way by causing any permanent division among his band. To counteract it he helped them to see what was meant by truly reigning in his Kingdom.

Rather, whoever wishes to be great among you shall be your servant;
whoever wishes to be first among you shall be your slave.
Just so, the Son of Man did not come to be served
but to serve and to give his life as a ransom for many.

He tied it all back to what he came to do, the very thing that they wanted to ignore and avoid. In doing so he helped to prepare them for the truly glorious destiny which he did in fact have planned for them.

Truly, I say to you, in the new world, when the Son of Man will sit on his glorious throne, you who have followed me will also sit on twelve thrones, judging the twelve tribes of Israel (see Matthew 19:28).

There was no way to true glory that didn't lead through the cross. Jesus came, not to go to the cross so we could reign on earth, but to lead us to the cross ourselves so that we might reign with him in heaven.

 

 Newsboys - He Reigns

24 July 2026 - not fruit barren

 

 

Today's Readings
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The seed sown on the path is the one who hears the word of the Kingdom
without understanding it,
and the Evil One comes and steals away
what was sown in his heart.

There are several reasons why one might not understand. The first is that one is unable to do so, in which event we must assume that God will intervene for the sake of his little ones and help them receive the seed. The second is that one is not sufficiently interested. But one would naturally be interested in the most important truth in the world. To not be so implies that one has succumbed to the distractions and addictions that plague the attention economy. This is the mental posture of one invited to a wedding feast who yet prefers his daily obligations of work to an incomparable celebration. The third is that sometimes facts adjacent to the message make us not give it due consideration. If we hear it from a person we hold in suspicion we might not consider it on its own merits. If we hear it along with other things that make us emotionally reactive we might reject it on this basis of how we feel rather than what is true. Fourth, we sometimes realize that we might understand something if we made the effort, but we do not deem it valuable enough to do so. We could, perhaps, figure out how to unlock the treasure. In fact, we seem to have been given instructions for precisely that. But, then again, haven't we been doing well enough without such treasure? Aren't we fine and OK as we are? Well, we may think that staring at the locked chest. But there are many other times when we know that we are not OK and that we do in fact need and desire more. If receiving more is not automatic, but requires a full investment of self, let us realize it and go all in in hope of abundant fruit. What we ought not do is be content with what we know to be excuses.

The seed sown on rocky ground
is the one who hears the word and receives it at once with joy.
But he has no root and lasts only for a time.
When some tribulation or persecution comes because of the word,
he immediately falls away.

Enthusiasm is a good place to start. But as with any relationship, it can't be the only motivating force. Husbands and wives who only act with love when they feel warm feelings probably won't stay together long. When their relationship encounters tribulation they are at risk of falling away from each other. So too with the seed of new life given to us by Jesus. We need a sufficiently deep root to persist even when our feelings make us want to give up. How can we have such a root? Intentional learning, leading to understanding, as described above, is certainly a part of it. Understanding leads us to acknowledge that trials are part of our life as disciples. When we have this understanding we can make a firm resolve in advance to meet them, knowing too that Jesus himself will give us the grace we need. We can know that we have this grace even when we don't feel like it. And this can eventually lead to a deeper confidence than the fickle nature of our superficial feelings can supply. We learn to rely on God rather than ourselves. Another aspect of rootedness can come from community, when we are surrounded by like minded people. Such people will soon be tested, or are be tested now, or have just made it through a time of testing. Pursuing the same path with them will help us to realize that things have not gone wrong in our individual case, but that they are normal. We will thus be more likely to persist, with the encouragement of those around us.

Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour. Resist him, firm in your faith, knowing that the same kinds of suffering are being experienced by your brotherhood throughout the world (see First Peter 5:8-9, emphasis mine).

The seed sown among thorns is the one who hears the word,
but then worldly anxiety and the lure of riches choke the word
and it bears no fruit.

We believe it may be worldly concerns that are the greatest risk to people who have been walking with Jesus for a while. We are disposed to recognize the dangers of insufficient understanding and lack of root. But we treat the anxieties of life as relatively harmless, in spite of the way they often monopolize our attention and neutralize our effectiveness as disciples. How many things might we have done for our Lord and his Kingdom had we merely possessed the mental bandwidth to make a proper response to some invitation from the Lord or some prompting from his Spirit? We can't wait for the enemy to finally stop supplying fodder about which we might be anxious, as this will never happen. Nor are we meant to simply become tougher and face anxiety head on by our own strength. Instead, let us listen to Saint Paul.

Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus (see Philippians 4:6-7).

This verse from Philippians coincides with the command of Jesus himself:

Therefore I say to you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink; nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food and the body more than clothing? (see Matthew 6:25).

The point of Jesus was not that we should be reckless. Rather it was that we should ultimately allow the fact that God is in control to be more important to us than our anxieties. With Peter we must take up the practice of "casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you" (see First Peter 5:7). It isn't that there is nothing about which we might be anxious in the world. It is rather that we know him who holds the world in his hands.

But the seed sown on rich soil
is the one who hears the word and understands it,
who indeed bears fruit and yields a hundred or sixty or thirtyfold.

We can profitably consider what moments who led to the greatest yield of fruit in our lives, what study, sermons, retreats, small groups, revelations, or other encounters have done the most to enhance our growth? Are we still seeking to be the kind of soil we were then? Or are we content to rest on our laurels? We should not presume that we can simply live comfortably without fruit. The opposite of fruit is barrenness. And there is ultimately nothing worse than that.

The wicked are not so,
but are like chaff that the wind drives away (see Psalm 1:4).

 

The Dameans - Speak, Lord

 

23 July 2026 - parables in a china shop

 

Today's Readings
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“Why do you speak to the crowd in parables?”

Why not just be straightforward about the message? If he wanted them to get it, why speak about it obliquely? If he didn't, why teach the crowds at all? Even though the disciples often heard the parables explained in private they still made it clear that they found the teaching style of Jesus to be difficult. When they finally heard something that sounded simple and direct they got excited, saying "Ah, now you are speaking plainly and not using figurative speech!" (see John 16:29). It seemed easier to respond when Jesus was more direct. The disciples in that particular scene from the Gospel of John seemed to believe that they had attained the next level of faith. But it didn't actually help them remain faithful when they were tested during the hour of Jesus. 

The parables, by contrast, required an investment of effort that was less likely to lead to overconfidence or arrogance. Even with the full explanation one was never quite sure he understood how all the pieces fit together. Even in the parables that seemed simple one was never certain he had exhausted all of its possible applications or ramifications. What means Jesus used to teach in a particular instance, understanding was not an automatic result in his listeners. Whether he spoke in parables or directly his words required the Spirit to create true understanding in his listeners. The Spirit was the one who enabled eyes to truly see and ears to truly hear. But the advantage of the parables was that it kept the limits of the understanding of the audience at the forefront so they would know their need to look to a deeper level for enlightenment. 

In a way, the parables were so close to the crowds, drawn from the examples of daily life. But this was similar to Jesus himself, who, though close to them, contained hidden depths. If one explained those depths too directly the risk was that people would think they got it before they really opened themselves to understand. Jesus held back the fact that he was the messiah for similar reasons. It wasn't always helpful to just state the fact without the Spirit to aid in understanding.

Because knowledge of the mysteries of the Kingdom of heaven
has been granted to you, but to them it has not been granted.
To anyone who has, more will be given and he will grow rich;
from anyone who has not, even what he has will be taken away.

When one was willing to open himself to understanding (that is, standing under, rather than above) the parables, he had a starting place from which to grow. It required and therefore demonstrated docility before Jesus the teacher. The parables required a posture of humility that was off-putting to the experts but often amicable to the unlearned. Can't those of us who are somewhat educated imagine that difficulty accepting a popular movement of this kind? How could such rabble think they understood better than ourselves with our college degrees? Nowhere else in society would we be happy to see such a reversal. But Paul made it explicit, writing, "God chose what is foolish in the world to shame the wise" (see First Corinthians 1:27).

By contrast, those who try to pierce the parables with their own intellectual prowess would find themselves repulsed by their own effort. The more they tried to master them the more they would be rebuffed. They would find them overly simplistic, stating in a convoluted way that which could have been said directly with more clarity. They seemed to put a mask of mystery over what need not be complex. More to it, the evident solutions didn't even line up nicely with the imagery. They just never seemed to work in a way that was entirely satisfactory to the intellect. They were, in a way, like the koans of Buddhism. They called for transcendence more than a correct answer. 

It's no wonder that many people encounter the teachings of Jesus with some initial curiosity but end up looking elsewhere, just as many people did in the time of Jeremiah. The risk of forsaking the source of living waters is ever present. The Spirit himself is the living water whom we must not forsake. So let us instead run to him, and drink deeply of the only source that can truly satisfy our thirst.

Two evils have my people done:
they have forsaken me, the source of living waters;
They have dug themselves cisterns,
broken cisterns, that hold no water.

Vineyard Music - The River Is Here

 

22 July 2026 - I have seen the Lord

Today's Readings
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Mary Magdalene was acting out the response of the bride from Song of Songs, seeking him whom her heart loved. She continued to seek Jesus even when hope was gone, even if just to find his body so she could treat it with due honor. This refusal to let go could be excessive in situations of merely earthly attachment. But when the source of the attachment was divine love it was inevitable that it would be eventually vindicated, though, of course, she could not realize it. Even in her own eyes what Mary was seeking seemed hopeless. But at a higher level, one based on faith, she continued the pursuit of her beloved. She enlisted the aid of the disciples, making sure they were aware of the most recent development. 

And they said to her, "Woman, why are you weeping?"
She said to them, "They have taken my Lord,
and I don't know where they laid him."

She even unintentionally involved angels in her search. She was so preoccupied with Jesus that she didn't seem to notice their glorious appearance, but treated them as any other ordinary people she might have encountered. Most people would have been moved to awe by the presence of angels in their midst. But Mary didn't have any additional bandwidth for that. It was all consumed by her focus on Jesus himself. It was an all-encompassing obsession that refused to be satisfied until Jesus was found. On one level, she knew that she could only hope to find his lifeless body. But the motivation she showed demonstrated that she held unto a subconscious hope for more.

She thought it was the gardener and said to him,
"Sir, if you carried him away,
tell me where you laid him,
and I will take him."

Amazingly, even with all of her focus and fixation on seeking out Jesus she was not able to recognize him when he did cross her path. Of course this was, in some way, intentional on the part of Jesus. Like the bridegroom from Songs he was acting playfully aloof and evasive. But like the bridegroom the point of this was to make their reunion all the sweeter.

Jesus said to her, "Mary!"
She turned and said to him in Hebrew,
"Rabbouni," which means Teacher.

Thus we see that the resurrection is not something we discover primarily by analyzing lifeless historical artifacts, so much as it is a revelation given to us by God. The tomb was indeed empty. And that was evidence of something, Mary knew not what. But it was the presence of her beloved alone that proved what had taken place. It was not something her grief, her obsession, or her single-minded seeking, were able to attain by themselves. But it was precisely the negative space created in her by this refusal to surrender that Jesus himself desired to fill with his own loving presence.

Stop holding on to me, for I have not yet ascended to the Father.

Jesus was physically risen from the dead and thus could be held. But even in spite of her great love she was not meant to cling to him in this way. Even though she had only just feared she had lost him forever, the solution was not now to hold on and never let go. The context of the relationship had to change from an earthly friendship to a heavenly one, which, though different, was no less real. This freed Jesus to ascend and be present to the whole world, even unto the end of the age. And it freed Mary Magdalene to become the first evangelist, the first person to announce the Gospel message: "I have seen the Lord".

We are meant to share this motivation of Mary Magdalene since we too have come to share the same conviction that she possessed, the one described by Paul in his second letter to the Corinthians.

The love of Christ impels us,
once we have come to the conviction that one died for all;
therefore, all have died.
He indeed died for all,
so that those who live might no longer live for themselves
but for him who for their sake died and was raised.

Very Early Sunday Morning

 

21 July 2026 - bigger on the inside

 

Today's Readings
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While Jesus was speaking to the crowds,
his mother and his brothers appeared outside,
wishing to speak with him.

From outside could have come anyone, with any worldly status, even a king or a high priest, and Jesus might have responded similarly, saying that it was within, within the courts of his presence that were found the members of a truly royal priesthood. No goods that were found in the world outside could be compared with those that were found in Jesus himself. This was the reason that he said that "among those born of women there has arisen no one greater than John the Baptist" but that "Yet the one who is least in the kingdom of heaven is greater than he" (see Matthew 11:11).

Someone told him, “Your mother and your brothers are standing outside,
asking to speak with you.”

We might hear this and assume that Jesus was minimizing the importance of his mother. But this was not quite right. He was minimizing the importance of her natural blood relationship to him within his Kingdom, but not her relationship entirely, nor even her motherhood. Mary, more than anyone else in history was one who consented to and cooperated with the will of the heavenly Father of Jesus, and precisely for this reason became his mother in a spiritual as well as a physiological sense. With her things happened in a way that reversed the normal order of the world where the natural came first and the spiritual had to build on such foundations as it supplied, however robust or inadequate. But precisely in order to begin the true process of reconnecting the world of nature with the spiritual order of heaven a reversal and a change was needed. Thus it was with the fiat of Mary to the archangel Gabriel that the story of our salvation reached its final phase. Nature had proven itself unable to claw or crawl its way back to God on its own. So God empowered a lowly virgin with grace in order that the world could be renewed from the inside out. He truly cast down the mighty from their thrones and lifted up the lowly. It was never primarily about what Mary brought to the table, but rather about what God had already done for her, and the way she responded and cooperated to that fullness of grace that had been bestowed.

“Here are my mother and my brothers.
For whoever does the will of my heavenly Father
is my brother, and sister, and mother.”

It is not only Mary who is invited into the spiritual family of Jesus but all of us. Despite how the invitation of Jesus may sound ("whoever does"), it does not come about in the first place on the basis of our effort. Rather, as with Mary, it is a response to the grace we have first received, in our case through faith in baptism. Thus it is as a gift that we become sons and daughters through the Spirit of adoption (see Romans 8:15). But like Mary we must not only receive the grace but make our lives a response to the grace in order for it to be real in our lives. Without that it is but wasted potential.

 

Jars Of Clay - They'll Know We Are Christians

 

20 July 2026 - by de-sign

Today's Readings
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“Teacher, we wish to see a sign from you.”

Just show us one more thing and we'll finally being convinced. We just need one more sign and we'll finally make a serious response. Is this only the scribes and the Pharisees? Or is this us as well? 

An evil and unfaithful generation seeks a sign,
but no sign will be given it
except the sign of Jonah the prophet.

Like the people of Nineveh, we have heard the voice of a prophet. But the people of Nineveh repented because of the preaching of Jonah, who did not even want them to repent or be spared. But we who have heard the voice of Jesus, who is one greater than Jonah, and who came to us freely and from his compassion, are still waiting for more. We continue to dally with sin and the ways of the world, pretending we don't have sufficient grounds to do something more drastic and make a more comprehensive response. That, we tell ourselves, would require some special sign from God, or a particular indication that he desired it. But the sign that we need is one we have received. Jesus came and preached repentence. So let's get after it.

Just as Jonah was in the belly of the whale three days and three nights, 
so will the Son of Man be in the heart of the earth
three days and three nights.

We may be surprised that the people of Nineveh took Jonah as seriously as they did. After all, he didn't want to be there and his message wasn't particularly verbose or articulate. He didn't go to great lengths to specify God's desired response. All he said was in fact, "Yet forty days, and Nineveh shall be overthrown!" (see Jonah 3:4). And yet, we read immediately that "the people of Nineveh believed God. They called for a fast and put on sackcloth, from the greatest of them to the least of them" (see Jonah 3:5). But if they knew the story of how Jonah came to be among them it might make more sense. If they saw the real danger in trying to stand athwart the purpose of God even as a chosen prophet, that in itself might have in itself been compelling. If they realized that Jonah had died in the belly of the fish and had been resurrected on their shore to deliver his message, well, how could they not give their utmost to respond?

The supernatural beginning to the spread of Jonah's word to them does potentially explain the response of the people of Nineveh. But we are a people who have received a Gospel that had an even more profound beginning. The word of Jesus was vindicated by his own resurrection from the dead. This sign ought to be all sufficient to motivate any change to which we are called by the Gospel, and to sustain any level of effort for our response to Jesus. It ought to be easier for us, since Jonah apparently preached a message of destruction, whereas Jesus explicitly taught that he came to save rather than condemn. But because Jesus came with a message of love we tend to take him for granted and minimize the real demands that love places upon us. It all feels less serious and more negotiable than fire and brimstone. But it ought to provoke from us a greater response than fear could motivate, not a lesser one.

At the judgment the queen of the south will arise with this generation
and condemn it, because she came from the ends of the earth
to hear the wisdom of Solomon;

We will often go a long way and put in a lot of effort to pursue things that interest us, that appeal to our curiosity, or titillate our intellect. But it is precisely the casual and inconsequential nature of such things that makes them feel like safe pursuits. We don't find the motivation to pursue things that are every bit as intellectually interesting, and yet more serious and with more real life ramifications, as easily as we do mere curiosities. There is nothing as objectively interesting as the word of God. How could there be? Yet our study of God's word often feels more like an obligation than a passion. And why? Is it perhaps because we haven't realized how great the subject of the word of God, Jesus himself, truly is? Compared to him, the wisdom of Solomon was at best a prelude, and at worst a distraction.

there is something greater than Solomon here.

Though we are called to make a response to Jesus with all of our heart, mind, soul, and strength, it is nevertheless not complicated. What is asked of us is still only that which the prophet Micah handily summarized:

You have been told, O man, what is good,
and what the LORD requires of you:
Only to do the right and to love goodness,
and to walk humbly with your God.

 

Newsboys - Belly Of The Whale

 

19 July 2026 - together until harvest

Today's Readings
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The kingdom of heaven may be likened
to a man who sowed good seed in his field. 

God made all things and saw that they were good. He sowed good seed in his field. Hence the question: Whence evil? The answer: not from God, but from his enemy. Yet this poses other questions, just as the serpent's very existence in Eden posed questions for Adam and Eve. Was this being a genuine rival to the sower of the seed? Could he actually bring the sower's plans to ruin? The very fact of his presence, and of the existence of evil generally, seemed to suggest a limit to God's power. Why would the serpent be present if God could have prevented it? Why would there be evil in the world if God could have made one without it? If we are honest we will probably admit that we sometimes find it hard to believe in the absolute power and goodness of our God while we are yet surrounding by and ourselves experiencing suffering.

While everyone was asleep his enemy came
and sowed weeds all through the wheat, and then went off. 

The enemy made life and growth more difficult for the wheat. But he was unable to uproot it or to destroy it entirely. His own works were able to survive because they were so intertwined with the good that the sower was doing that one could not be easily extricated from the other. Evil is always parasitic on the good. It cannot not thrive on its own as though it were some contrary competitive force. Therefore a 'rip and replace' strategy was untenable. One could not remove evil without doing damage to the integrity of those crops that were good and desirable. In the first place, it wasn't always immediately clear which was which. This reflects the fact that our own lives are ultimately undetermined before the harvest time of judgment. It takes time and for the distinctions between the weeds and the wheat to become clear. And while God himself could determine the difference at any time it was not possible for the slaves of his household to do so. In trying to eliminate all weeds they would probably uproot some wheat as well. Even if the wheat wasn't uprooted entirely, tearing asunder its entanglement with the weeds would invariably cause damage. For those of us who hope to be proved wheat at harvest time we are meant to grow by means of the freedom we have been given. Other people can't merely turn us to saints by force. But God is different. His miraculous power is such that, when harvest time comes, he can burn away from us all that is not an intended part of his harvest while leaving the core of who we are intact.

If anyone's work is burned up, he will suffer loss, though he himself will be saved, but only as through fire (see First Corinthians 3:15).

But could not the master have ensured that the enemy never entered the field in the first place? When the slaves are astounded at the appearance of the weeds the master tells them, "An enemy has done this" without sounding surprised or having to first go and investigate. It must be that he allowed this to happen as a part of a larger plan that was obscure to the slaves. Rather than defeating the enemy immediately he would deliver a greater defeat by using what the enemy intended for evil to bring about something good. Indeed, we know that God only permits evil to bring about a greater good. Do we always see this good from the narrow horizon of plants still growing in the field? No. In fact, to us all the presence of evil seems to accomplish is draining the life from the wheat, causing it to become apparently weaker and less resilient than would otherwise be the case. But we know that the harvest is coming. And we trust that when it comes the reason why God permitted the presence of the weeds will become clear. The fruit that results will somehow be better and greater than it would have otherwise been. Thus, the feast at which the fruit is enjoyed, will more than make up for whatever we must endure to reach that point.

 

 

Elevation Worship Featuring Chris Brown - Trust In God