Wednesday, June 15, 2022

15 June 2022 - inner room-ination


Take care not to perform righteous deeds
in order that people may see them;
otherwise, you will have no recompense from your heavenly Father.

Jesus told his disciples to let their light shine before others so that in seeing it the world would glorify their Father in heaven. Here Jesus added that they weren't to perform the deeds specifically for the sake of being seen. Their concern, their motivation was meant to be the glory of the Father rather than their own sense of validation or affirmation.

When you give alms, do not blow a trumpet before you,
as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets
to win the praise of others.

His followers were called to be on guard against the temptation to use righteous deeds to build up a prideful religious self-image. The calling of attention to oneself and one's own greatness in the act of giving to others was a sure sign that something had gone wrong. Seeking the praise of others rather than giving alms for the sake of the love of God and of neighbor had the potential to spoil the whole endeavor. Imagine the way in which the recipient of such alms would feel dehumanized and marginalized. 

But when you give alms,
do not let your left hand know what your right is doing,
so that your almsgiving may be secret.

Our thoughts have their own little trumpets that like to celebrate what we are doing as though it was somehow the product of our own goodness or magnificence. We tend to like to see ourselves as generous benefactors, fixating on our own image rather than on anything resembling an act of genuine love. This is why that is a true that, in a sense, the most important person from whom to hide our almsgiving is ourselves. Concealing it from others is neither here nor there if we can do it without much thought about ourselves and if it precedes from a genuine motivation of love.

When you pray, do not be like the hypocrites,
who love to stand and pray in the synagogues and on street corners
so that others may see them.

We may not actually be bold enough to go to the street corners so that others may see our prayer. But we nevertheless tend to imagine how others would be impressed by our religiosity. We may not even like to stand out from the crowd. But is there not still a hidden need in us to cultivate a certain self-image because we imagine that it is that image that wins approval by others? Do we pray from genuine motivation of love, or is it more a byproduct of what we assume are the expectations of others for people who practice their faith?

But when you pray, go to your inner room, close the door,
and pray to your Father in secret.

We are called to a prayer that goes deeper than the superficial aspects of our lives. It must be able to get beyond self-image, beyond what we wish we were, beyond what we think others imagine us to be or think we should be. In order for prayer to be what it is meant to be we must discover in it the truth of our identity as it is rooted, not any these extraneous layers, but in God himself. In this inner chamber of our hearts we finally have the freeing experience of being able to let all of those external voices and motivations fall by the wayside. All that matters in this deepest room is what God himself is saying here and now. Before him all pretense and falsehood must flee.

When you fast, do not look gloomy like the hypocrites.
They neglect their appearance,
so that they may appear to others to be fasting.

It is often hard enough for us to fast at all that we feel as though we deserve some sympathy from others. If we are hungry from missing a meal do we let our usual cheer and vigor give way to a grumpy lethargy? If we have chosen to abstain from some legitimate pleasure why is it so very tempting to tell others about it, as though they stand much to gain from our idea or example? Better to give up less, but seek the reward more thoroughly in God alone, than, say, to give up all but bread and water but broadcast to the world.

But when you fast, anoint your head and wash your face,
so that you may not appear to others to be fasting,
except to your Father who is hidden.

Can we endure sacrifices without sacrificing our charity or even our cheerfulness? When we try to find some power within ourselves to do so we tend to fail and fall flat. We look then to such rewards as the world can provide to be our motivation, rewards that can never empower genuine love. Instead let us learn that the secret is the Father who himself in sees in secret. When he alone is our reward it allows us to act without the need for the flimsy and failing rewards that the world affords. We he himself is the goal we find that it is actually his grace that gives us anything to offer in the first place.

Wielding the mantle that had fallen from Elijah,
Elisha struck the water in his turn and said,
“Where is the LORD, the God of Elijah?”
When Elisha struck the water it divided and he crossed over.

When God is the goal we actually experience more fully the power that he intends to pour out on our lives. When we step out of the way his own power is free to flow. When it no longer puts our souls at the risk of ruin it is then that God is free to use us to do mighty deeds. It was this laser like focus that allowed Elisha to be powerful and it is a double portion we too can receive.

How great is the goodness, O LORD,
which you have in store for those who fear you,
And which, toward those who take refuge in you,
you show in the sight of the children of men.



Tuesday, June 14, 2022

14 June 2022 - love your enemies


You have heard that it was said,
You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.

They were commanded to love their neighbors. From that they inferred that they were free of responsibility to any others, especially to enemies. As a persecuted people they probably imagined that this hatred was the source of the strength that kept them in existence. Wasn't it at minimum a rigorous separation from others that seemed to be key to maintaining their own identity? Roman oppression and persecution did not seem like problems that love could solve.

But I say to you, love your enemies
and pray for those who persecute you

In the face of this apparently practical wisdom of his audience Jesus commanded a love that had no blind spots, that included even enemies, where everyone was potentially a neighbor and brother. He commanded a love that must have seemed exceedingly impractical. Fully realized, wouldn't the Jewish people simply disappear into history as had so many other conquered nations of the past? 

that you may be children of your heavenly Father,
for he makes his sun rise on the bad and the good,
and causes rain to fall on the just and the unjust.

Jesus explained that his Father himself loved with this kind of love that was even for those who opposed him, for the bad as well as the good. While we were yet enemies the Father sent his Son to die on the cross for us in the most profound act of love ever performed (see Romans 5:8-10). Our love was therefore not a call to surrender, not a call to accept sin and strife, but a call to love the people in spite of the persecution, the sinners in spite of the sin. 

In the dark hour during which it was taking place the cross had every appearance of futility, of a thing too insignificant a thing to bring salvation to the world. And so too does all love for one's enemy seem in the short term to be misspent effort. It always appears to be more practical to fight back and to aggressively insight on our rights. But the entire history of the growth of Christianity is not a growth of conquest, but a demonstration that this apparent futility of love actually has the power to change hearts and even the course of history.

So be perfect, just as your heavenly Father is perfect.

We are called to imitate the Father not primarily by the way that we separate ourselves from others, but rather by the way that we reach out to them. The Father is able to continue to love us in spite of how we respond because he is not in need of the validation of our approval. But we are for the most part still eager for the approval of others and have a hard time loving without that sense of reward. The only way that we will be able to be perfect as the Father is perfect is by having the life of Jesus himself rooted in us. It is his love flowing through us that can rain down comfort on the world, not merely on those we like, on those who are easy to love.

It is certainly the case that we have fallen short of the standard of the Father's limitless love for us. But no matter how far short  we have fallen there is always mercy available. It is mercy that does not leave us guilty and look the other way, but actually transforms us into agents of the mercy and of love that we first ourselves experience.

Have you seen that Ahab has humbled himself before me?
Since he has humbled himself before me,
I will not bring the evil in his time.






Monday, June 13, 2022

13 June 2022 - offer no resistance


Jesus said to his disciples:
“You have heard that it was said,
An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth.

The standard of an eye for an eye was designed to prevent the escalation of violence, limiting the response to be no greater than the initial provocation. The only appropriate context for pursuing this retribution was in legal proceedings. It was not acceptable to take matters into one's own hands. And perhaps this seems fairly sane to us, that the threat of equivalent retribution would be enough to keep violence in check without excess. But Jesus had a higher standard to which his followers would be called.

But I say to you, offer no resistance to one who is evil.

This means, at an individual level, we are to avoid saying ourselves as entitled to revenge. We may need to take action to protect our families and our livelihoods but we are not called to meet force with force. The difference between revenge and self-defense may appear subtle, but the attitude is vastly different. When we respond to violence with aggression and a need to be vindicated we play into and perpetuate a broken system. We imagine that ours will finally be the act that sets things right. We do not think that perhaps the person who offended us also found a way to believe themselves entitled due to what they had first suffered. We ignore the fact that violence can only ever perpetuate violence. It can never bring about true justice, much less love.

When someone strikes you on your right cheek,
turn the other one to him as well.

If we are able to meet our aggressors with non-violence and not insist on our own rights it may be that our aggressors find that they themselves are exposed as excessive and violent. This has been the path of great men like Gandhi and Martin Luther King Jr in imitation of this teaching of Jesus himself. Non-violence has never been the easier path. It is nevertheless the only path likely to actually make a change in the world. Only the non-violence of the cross was able to absorb all of the world's hatred and make it possible for the very people who condemned Jesus to receive the outpouring of his love.

If anyone wants to go to law with you over your tunic,
hand him your cloak as well.

God may call us to give above and beyond what seems practical to us. We tend to think that we have to be the ones who maintain our boundaries lest others take advantage of us. Yet God often calls us to generosity that is goes beyond the merely rational to the domain of faith. The point is not that we set ourselves up to be abused by others so much as it is to be open to this call.

Should anyone press you into service for one mile,
go with him for two miles.

As Christians, does the world recognize us as unusually generous and giving? Does it see in us a people that does not need to insist on its own way or its own rights precisely because it is a people of men and women confident of who they are in Christ?

Give to the one who asks of you,
and do not turn your back on one who wants to borrow.

In different ages of the world Christians have been known for their charity. One might be afraid that we are known now mostly for our politics. Our charity, what remains of it, is often indistinguishable from the rational solutions of secular organizations. Neither are we very often making the headlines for the revenge we did not take. Yet it is supposed to be by our love that we are recognized as followers of Jesus himself.

His wife Jezebel said to him,
“A fine ruler over Israel you are indeed!
Get up.
Eat and be cheerful.
I will obtain the vineyard of Naboth the Jezreelite for you.”

As a beginning, we need to avoid coming to the level of confusion that drove Naboth to take innocent life simply for what take possession of something to which he felt entitled as king. The influence of Jezebel was a kind of Satanic parody of God's care for our rights and desires, as she supposedly took Naboth's concern to heart. This sort of voice does not persuade us to surrender our rights into God's hands but tells us that we can and should pursue them regardless of the consequences to others. It makes it a matter of pride that we do so. Let us be on guard against such voices.

Let us ask the Lord to heal the parts of our hearts that seek to insist on what we deserve and on our supposed rights. Rather than being forced to maintain this protective barrier ourselves we must learn to let the Lord himself maintain it, for it is to him that vengeance belongs.

Hearken to my words, O LORD,
attend to my sighing.


Sunday, June 12, 2022

12 June 2022 - three in one


Jesus said to his disciples:
"I have much more to tell you, but you cannot bear it now.
But when he comes, the Spirit of truth,
he will guide you to all truth.

Jesus was guiding his little flock into the deepest of mysteries, which was his relationship to the Father and the Holy Spirit, into the divine life they shared as Trinity. He was not in the first place interested to provide definitions to which the apostles would need to adhere, nor anathemas describing errors that about this relationship that would constitute heresy. What was necessary was not first doctrine but participation, access to that very life of God by experience. It was only after Pentecost, from within that life, guided by its power, that the Church would work out the details of he related theology. Revelation required first that Spirit of truth be in the hearts of believers. What does that participation look like for us? The indwelling of the Spirit brings us into relation with the Father, not as data, but as adopted daughters and sons.

For you did not receive the spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received the Spirit of adoption as sons, by whom we cry, “Abba! Father!” (see Romans 8:15).

Those who were still relating to God as slaves and not as friends or sons would not reason correctly about the inner life of God. They would project onto that life dynamics of power and control as primary ingredients rather than realizing, as is actually the case, that everything is about love. It is precisely our own experience of this undeserved love that changes everything for us. We come to know this love by faith, and the result is "peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ". It is certainty that we are loved that gives us "hope of the glory of God" as our boast. The more that the Holy Spirit himself pours this love into our hearts the more we are able to let it flow through us to the world.

Not only that, but we even boast of our afflictions

When we live in the power of the Spirit, knowing God as our Father, and following the path of Jesus who loved us beyond all reason, even afflictions cannot shake our trust. Our sense of the goodness of the Father's plan becomes stronger and stronger, more and more like the trust with which Jesus himself embraced the entirety of the Father's will for him, including his cross. We may not always understand his will, but our knowledge of the goodness of the one who permits it will enable us to persevere, to have a hope in a "glory beyond all comparison" that is infinitely greater than what is finally only a "brief momentary affliction" (see Second Corinthians 4:17-18).

God purpose in sending the Son was not to force us into a life that was ultimately a drudgery. The Father, Son, and Spirit, are rather inviting us to share in the very joy and delight that characterize their own relationship from all eternity. We were made so that the Triune God himself would be able to share this superabundance of joy with us. May he pour it out, more and more.

and I was his delight day by day,
playing before him all the while,
playing on the surface of his earth;
and I found delight in the human race."






Saturday, June 11, 2022

11 June 2022 - not yes and no


But I say to you, do not swear at all

When one is in the practice of taking oaths they may believe or implicitly act as though his regular, non-oath speech doesn't need to be true. Perhaps the one who makes use of oaths frequently imagines a scale of truthfulness where the requirements are much less when merely speaking casually. The point of oaths was not to be the only way one could be sure that what they heard from another was true. Oaths were meant to be a sort of social glue when the need for truth was too dire to leave merely in the hands of an individual. This is still how they function for us when someone swears to tell the whole truth, 'so help me God'. In a court case telling the truth could put the witness at risk and so they invoke God to help them as they give a true and complete testimony. But we do not infer from this that such a witness will be a habitual liar when not on the stand. 

Let your ‘Yes’ mean ‘Yes,’ and your ‘No’ mean ‘No.’

We are called to be a people who are truthful all the time, who only make promises we intend to keep, and who recognize our own limits in being able to make any kind of firm guarantees. We should be on the watch to be sure that there aren't cases for us which are, as it were, below the oath level, cases where the truth is, or at least seems to us to be, inconsequential.

do not swear at all;
not by heaven, for it is God’s throne;
nor by the earth, for it is his footstool;

Why would people swear by something less than God himself, as true covenant oaths would have had them do? It could only be if they were afraid of the full ramifications of an oath, or knew it to be inappropriate in the case at hand. Maybe they wouldn't go on to speak a blatant lie, but certainly it would be something less self-evident than "2+2=4". It would seem that the goal was to have wiggle room in the event that their statement did not bear the test of time. Most probably they wanted to invoke the hint or rumor of divine assistance in order to guarantee a promise that even they themselves knew at some level to be uncertain. 

Is our speech so truthful that we don't need added assurance when we 'really' mean it? When we do make promises are we careful to not overstate the assurance we can provide, to always leave things with the conditional, "if the Lord wills"? This respect and reverence for the truth might seem like it would make us less likely to commit firmly to anything. We might think that simply recognizing the contingency of things would leave us the perpetual wiggle room we need to always change our mind about any promise we make. But it is not so. When it is merely we who change our minds and not circumstances that thwart us that is an example of not letting our 'Yes' mean 'Yes'. The Lord who is himself truth calls us to speak truly. The one who is the 'Yes' to all the promises of God (see Second Corinthians 1:20) calls us to speak our own 'Yes' sincerely.

When he arrived and saw the grace of God,
he rejoiced and encouraged them all
to remain faithful to the Lord in firmness of heart,
for he was a good man, filled with the Holy Spirit and faith.

Saint Barnabas

Part of what made Barnabas such a great encourager of others was his commitment to the truth. When he rejoiced and encouraged others they knew he meant it, that he was not just acting so as to win favor. They could see the truth in his own commitment to the Lord and they desired to emulate the firmness of heart that he himself demonstrated. Just as he was a good man, filled with the Holy Spirit and faith, so too are we called to be men and women of faith filled with the same Spirit of truth (see John 16:13). When we fell compelled to compromise on the truth it is the Spirit himself who shows us a more excellent way.

While they were worshiping the Lord and fasting, the Holy Spirit said,
“Set apart for me Barnabas and Saul
for the work to which I have called them.”

Falsehood ought to be antithetical to creatures who are meant to use their speech in a way that is ultimately ordered to the right praise of God. Giving in to lies, even little ones, makes it harder to speak the truth sincerely. The Lord himself desires to heal us and make us creatures of integrity, capable of joining with the psalmist in his praise.

Sing joyfully to the LORD, all you lands;
break into song; sing praise.



Friday, June 10, 2022

10 June 2022 - don't trust your lust


You have heard that it was said, You shall not commit adultery.

The author of Hebrews wrote that "the law made nothing perfect" (see Hebrews 7:19). The law set a standard of behavior but did not address the heart. Jesus, in bringing the law to perfection, would address precisely that.

But I say to you,
everyone who looks at a woman with lust
has already committed adultery with her in his heart.

We can imagine that people who cherish lustful thoughts, who view images that provoke lust, who entertain thoughts imagining illicit relationships, will eventually have a hard time even conforming to the external standards of the law. Those who allow their hearts to become adulterous are eventually going to have trouble avoiding the act itself.

Jesus commanded that we direct our focus inward, to seek to have hearts that are not violent or adulterous so that we can actually be nonviolent and chaste in actual fact. He knew that if our hearts were doing one thing but we were striving in a different direction with our behavior that was not a recipe for obedience or for righteousness.

If your right eye causes you to sin …  if your right hand causes you to sin 

Although it is literally true that we are better off without an eye or a hand than we are in burning in the undying fires of Gehenna it is not actually the case that our eye or hand causes us to sin. We cause ourselves to sin, that is, we choose it for ourselves. Therefore the what we must cut off and tear out is not first something external to us, but something within our hearts.

But a Jew is one inwardly, and circumcision is a matter of the heart, by the Spirit, not by the letter. His praise is not from man but from God (see Romans 2:29).

The law was powerless to effect this transformation in the hearts of women and men. And without such power, all the law could do was condemn transgressions that were all but inevitable by those who hearts remained impure. The complete transformation from the inside out, the divine surgery to heal the heart of mankind, was something that could only be done by Jesus in the power his his Holy Spirit. It was by his gift of the Spirit alone that our minds could be renewed and our hearts could be changed from stone to flesh. Jesus was the one alone who could write the law in our hearts (see Jeremiah 31:33). 

After the fire there was a tiny whispering sound.
When he heard this,
Elijah hid his face in his cloak
and went and stood at the entrance of the cave.

Jesus is different from all other interventions or strategies we might try to address the problem of sin. Only he himself moves our own will sweetly from within us. There is not violence our coercion, but rather something that is deeper in us than even our own hearts that begins to become the primary principle to guide of our lives. It is something precious, like the still small voice that spoke to Elijah. We tend to prefer fire and earthquakes, things obviously loud and self-evident. But it is by listening at this level of the heart, by being open at this level, that the deepest progress can be made in our own transformation into the new creations we are meant to be. Only then do we begin to believe that transformation is, first,  possible and, second, worthwhile. But once it begins to take hold the teachings of Jesus will no longer seem to be crushing impossibilities. Even a lifelong devoted marriage will no longer seem, as it does to many in the world, as an unrealistic imposition. By the transformation he works in us we are made free to live in and for love.

Hear, O LORD, the sound of my call;
have pity on me, and answer me.
Of you my heart speaks; you my glance seeks.


Thursday, June 9, 2022

9 June 2022 - overcome evil with good


I tell you, unless your righteousness surpasses that
of the scribes and Pharisees,
you will not enter into the Kingdom of heaven.

The righteousness of the Pharisees was insufficient because it did not touch their hearts. Their righteousness made them able to put on a good show before others but was revealed by Jesus to be hypocrisy. They were fastidious about the details of the law but in such a way that motivations such as pride and greed were allowed to thrive. Because they did not address their motivations and intentions they found ways to use the law both to build up their egos and to tear down others around them. It should be harder for us as Christians to fall into a similar trap since we have the Holy Spirit to convict us of sin. Yet we too sometimes stop at the level of external appearances. We are sometimes afraid to let the Divine Physician work as deeply in us as he desires. At such times, we should recognize that the Pharisees never found happiness pursuing a path of pride. Mere appearance will not appease our deepest longings either. 

You have heard that it was said to your ancestors,
You shall not kill; and whoever kills will be liable to judgment.

It is not enough to merely be free of the sin of murder while cherishing in our hearts the beginnings of murder, the intentions to make us want to tear down and harm others. Even if our target is only at the level of their reputation, even if our violence is only gossip or name calling, these are still murder in incipient forms. Even, indeed, if our violence is only a thought that we cherish and to which we cling after the Spirit tells us to let it go, that thought is already the beginnings of murder within us.

Where do wars and fights come from among you? Do they not come from your desires for pleasure that war in your members? You lust and do not have. You murder and covet and cannot obtain. You fight and war (see James 4:1-2).

James revealed that wars don't just suddenly appear without first growing within individual human hearts. It is not as though there are some people who simply begin with evil hearts and immediately pursue the most violent course possible. It is rather that people like us who are unwilling to let Jesus address the violence within our hearts become more and more hardened in their intentions, more insistent on their right to their desires for pleasure. If we harden our hearts to the healing hand of Jesus we may find ourselves to be the source of the violence and war that we decry in the world around us. Even if some sense of propriety, of how it would look bad to others, of fear of repercussions and retributions, keeps us from actually acting in violence we may nevertheless cultivate an inner violence that is no less for the lack of external expression. In fact, it will spill out into our relationships. It will make of us unpleasant individuals and will make it a chore for anyone who endeavors to be our friend.

Therefore, if you bring your gift to the altar,
and there recall that your brother
has anything against you,
leave your gift there at the altar,
go first and be reconciled with your brother

How can we address the lurking shadow of violence that is in fact in some measure in all of our hearts? Jesus suggests that we actively act against our intentions of violence. He does not recommend being passive, suggesting that we not for our brother to come to us for reconciliation but that we go to them. If we find ourselves cultivating any animosity toward anyone the best way to purify ourselves of it is by acting with love toward them. This is true spiritual warfare that overcomes evil within us and in the world around us.

If your enemy is hungry, feed him;
if he is thirsty, give him something to drink.
In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head. 
Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good (see Romans 12:19-20).

Violence, even when not acted upon is a drought for the spirit. We cannot thrive while we continue to secretly cherish grudges in our hearts. No one can. Yet it seems that everyone does and that Christians are no exceptions. Let us imitation Elijah and pray that this drought comes to end by the healing rain of the Holy Spirit himself.

So Ahab went up to eat and drink,
while Elijah climbed to the top of Carmel,
crouched down to the earth,
and put his head between his knees.